I am a serious man myself, VIncent. Why would I have an issue with that?
[And not talkative isn't a bad thing, not all the time. Sometimes it's difficult to understand the needs and desires of others when they are often quiet, but he still thought it was not a bad thing to think before you spoke.]
[He took a contemplative sip of his drink, finishing it off.]
Maybe I thought it would be an issue in the same way you thought I wouldn't have any interest. Maybe we've both been making some assumptions that don't make much sense.
Assumptions tend to be the basis for many interactions.
[But he smiles and nods at Vincent. It's a good point.]
Well, if we are attempting to be honest in hopes that this will go better, you've captivated me since we met. In person. Before that it was more a polite interest.
My assignment was horrible, but one I am glad I took. And yes, I don't know how I resisted, beyond knowing Veld and knowing he owed me QUITE a bit of information. But I didn't intend to ask. With Shinra, some secrets are better kept.
[A very quiet way of saying that the man didn't have to share what he doesn't want to.]
Veld... [Vincent's thoughts had drifted to his old partner a few times. Even back then, the man had been something of a father figure to him, to all the Turks. Despite that, he'd never really felt that close to him. And, after questioning Hojo and Shinra's experiments, Veld had become just one more person he'd failed. The thought of seeking him out now, after all this time, it hadn't ever really crossed his mind.]
I have nothing to hide. If you're still curious about anything, that is. [He shrugs a little. He realizes his choice of words likely isn't the best. He hadn't meant to imply that Reeve thought he was hiding anything.] Not that I think any of this is about getting information. But, if I don't mind talking about it. I can't promise I'll know in some cases. I still don't understand, or remember, a lot of what happened to me.
[Now he idly wondered if Veld had received some kind of report... no... no, he'd been surprised to see him. If he'd gotten a report, it must have been full of half-truths.]
[Well, if he ever sought information on Veld, Reeve would be more than happy to get the man touch with them. Reeve's contacts were a bit better than so many. And... Well, Reeve had a particular connection with Veld that left them talking to this day.]
Is it wrong that I do not know that want to know? I worked with Hojo, Vincent. I worked with Veld and the Shinra family. I know the darkness behind the curtain. It's not something I want.
No, it's not wrong at all. You know enough about Hojo to last you a lifetime of nightmares, I'm sure...
But... I don't want you to feel as though you need to skirt around anything. If we're going to do... whatever this is, I don't want you to feel as though there are any secrets between us. Or anything you cannot talk about.
Alright then. I will ask if I feel it is something I need. But what I need, Vincent, is the chance to know you as you are now. What you wish from the world, how you want to see it, what you want to know. it all matters.
[Vincent makes a soft sound, a singular scoff of a laugh.]
Much more difficult questions to answer.
And... If I were to admit that I'm completely unsure what I want... or even where I fit in this world now...?
I do think it's only fitting to do some good with the- with what I've become. Perhaps help to right some of the wrongs that Shinra did. I enjoy helping people, whether they're aware of my intervention or not.
But it's difficult sometimes to even believe I belong here anymore.
You know that this is where I'd offer work with the WRO to you, given our entire purpose is trying to write the wrongs of Shinra an balance out the world again.
[Of course he doesn't want this date to turn into a job pitch, so he won't say more than that.]
[The corner of his mouth twitches up faintly, a large rueful smile in Vincent's world.]
Just you? It sounds a bit like the Turks. [It's meant as a light jab.] I guess I'd have to start calling you 'boss'? Or 'sir'?
[Honestly, he doesn't think it has anything to do with the drink but he's relaxed and smiling(ish), so the date, in his opinion was going pretty well. He shrugs a little.]
No, not the Turks. I just... I thought that you would trust someone more if you knew that you trusted their opinion and they would make sure you were not finding them abusing their authority over you.
[Vincent had been burned by Shinra, so it was important to help the man as much as he could.]
You wouldn’t have to call me either of those. I would prefer Reeve. Better not to get things confused if we’re also being, you know, involved.
True. You, more than anyone else affiliated with Shinra, have my trust.
[Reeve was a good man with a goal Vincent not only agreed with but was keen to see accomplished. Certainly, good reasons to become associates once again.]
Mm, confusion, we wouldn't want that, no.
[He nods thoughtfully.] 'Involved'... It still sounds a little surreal.
Maybe it's... [He pauses to think about it for a moment, trying to pinpoint what it is about this that seems a little surreal.] Where we've come from. How long we've known one another.
[He glances between their drinks and over toward the waiter.]
[Go? Hardly. The waiter is just arriving with Reeve's food. It would be rude to leave now. He thanks them politely and returns his attention to Vincent.]
Perhaps once I've eaten, if that's alright. I don't really have food at home to go for if I am hungry. Yes yes, I understand that I should be judged for this oversight, but I'm often busy.
[He takes a bit before going back to the other thing that had been said.]
It is said that going through a traumatic event together can forge strong bonds and connections. Though it's arguable whether I was involved in the traumatic events with the rest of you.
Sorry... I'd almost forgotten you'd ordered something.
[And by almost, he means it definitely had slipped his mind.]
Mm. You were there. You know what happened. I would say that counts as much as any of us. [Even if maybe Reeve hadn't been directly in as much danger as the rest of them, he'd still been there and he had the added stress of trying to keep his act going on both sides.]
I'd never really thought about it as traumatic before...
[Oh, Reeve had been in his own danger. AFter all, there had been Meteor and Midgar to deal with, and he had been there. And he'd had a 'rest' the whole while with the jail time.]
The world was ending, Vincent. Even Turks dont' deal with that regularly.
[If he were so inclined, he might chuckle softly right about now. Instead, Reeve gets something very close to a soft smile.] I was unaware of you until you revealed yourself.
I... I wish that had been my focus. But, no, unfortunately it was Hojo. I... I wanted revenge.
[Well, Reeve knew it wasn't him, but he did listen intently. And nodded.]
Something I well understand. I was torn over a lot of things at first, but working against Hojo and all his vileness was absolutely a motivating factor. The people he hurt, the people Shinra hurt...
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[And not talkative isn't a bad thing, not all the time. Sometimes it's difficult to understand the needs and desires of others when they are often quiet, but he still thought it was not a bad thing to think before you spoke.]
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[He took a contemplative sip of his drink, finishing it off.]
Maybe I thought it would be an issue in the same way you thought I wouldn't have any interest. Maybe we've both been making some assumptions that don't make much sense.
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[But he smiles and nods at Vincent. It's a good point.]
Well, if we are attempting to be honest in hopes that this will go better, you've captivated me since we met. In person. Before that it was more a polite interest.
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I'm sure you must have wondered how I survived. What had happened.
Knowing what you knew and nothing more, I'm not sure how you resisted asking me more. Even if your assignment was something else.
[He frowns thoughtfully.] Not that I could have offered you much of an explanation.
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My assignment was horrible, but one I am glad I took. And yes, I don't know how I resisted, beyond knowing Veld and knowing he owed me QUITE a bit of information. But I didn't intend to ask. With Shinra, some secrets are better kept.
[A very quiet way of saying that the man didn't have to share what he doesn't want to.]
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I have nothing to hide. If you're still curious about anything, that is. [He shrugs a little. He realizes his choice of words likely isn't the best. He hadn't meant to imply that Reeve thought he was hiding anything.] Not that I think any of this is about getting information. But, if I don't mind talking about it. I can't promise I'll know in some cases. I still don't understand, or remember, a lot of what happened to me.
[Now he idly wondered if Veld had received some kind of report... no... no, he'd been surprised to see him. If he'd gotten a report, it must have been full of half-truths.]
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Is it wrong that I do not know that want to know? I worked with Hojo, Vincent. I worked with Veld and the Shinra family. I know the darkness behind the curtain. It's not something I want.
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No, it's not wrong at all. You know enough about Hojo to last you a lifetime of nightmares, I'm sure...
But... I don't want you to feel as though you need to skirt around anything. If we're going to do... whatever this is, I don't want you to feel as though there are any secrets between us. Or anything you cannot talk about.
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Much more difficult questions to answer.
And... If I were to admit that I'm completely unsure what I want... or even where I fit in this world now...?
I do think it's only fitting to do some good with the- with what I've become. Perhaps help to right some of the wrongs that Shinra did. I enjoy helping people, whether they're aware of my intervention or not.
But it's difficult sometimes to even believe I belong here anymore.
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[Of course he doesn't want this date to turn into a job pitch, so he won't say more than that.]
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[A simple answer but not a dismissive one, having some direction would likely do him a world of good.]
Would I be answering to you? [A hint of teasing creeps into his tone and demeanor.]
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[Because at least Vincent would trust him.]
Amusing, how I've somehow let what should be me pitching myself to you into pitching a job. This is why I can't get dates I expect.
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Just you? It sounds a bit like the Turks. [It's meant as a light jab.] I guess I'd have to start calling you 'boss'? Or 'sir'?
[Honestly, he doesn't think it has anything to do with the drink but he's relaxed and smiling(ish), so the date, in his opinion was going pretty well. He shrugs a little.]
I'm enjoying it.
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[Vincent had been burned by Shinra, so it was important to help the man as much as he could.]
You wouldn’t have to call me either of those. I would prefer Reeve. Better not to get things confused if we’re also being, you know, involved.
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[Reeve was a good man with a goal Vincent not only agreed with but was keen to see accomplished. Certainly, good reasons to become associates once again.]
Mm, confusion, we wouldn't want that, no.
[He nods thoughtfully.] 'Involved'... It still sounds a little surreal.
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If it is surreal to be at your side, then I am glad for it.
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Maybe it's... [He pauses to think about it for a moment, trying to pinpoint what it is about this that seems a little surreal.] Where we've come from. How long we've known one another.
[He glances between their drinks and over toward the waiter.]
Would you like to go? Back to yours maybe?
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Perhaps once I've eaten, if that's alright. I don't really have food at home to go for if I am hungry. Yes yes, I understand that I should be judged for this oversight, but I'm often busy.
[He takes a bit before going back to the other thing that had been said.]
It is said that going through a traumatic event together can forge strong bonds and connections. Though it's arguable whether I was involved in the traumatic events with the rest of you.
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[And by almost, he means it definitely had slipped his mind.]
Mm. You were there. You know what happened. I would say that counts as much as any of us. [Even if maybe Reeve hadn't been directly in as much danger as the rest of them, he'd still been there and he had the added stress of trying to keep his act going on both sides.]
I'd never really thought about it as traumatic before...
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The world was ending, Vincent. Even Turks dont' deal with that regularly.
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[By the end of the whole thing, he'd cared. Deeply. But it hadn't started out that way.]
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And what was that one thing? Me? I might be flattered.
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I... I wish that had been my focus. But, no, unfortunately it was Hojo. I... I wanted revenge.
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Something I well understand. I was torn over a lot of things at first, but working against Hojo and all his vileness was absolutely a motivating factor. The people he hurt, the people Shinra hurt...
[The people REEVE hurt by working with them.]